I’m having a really girly feeling now. I just want something to take care of, maybe like ice cream or a fish idk. I’ll prob buy ice cream tomorrow and drown myself in that. don’t work all week. i feel so useless now. i want to be useful somehow. i hate this so much.
Earlier today, I went to talk to my dad after he woke up and told him i didn’t get into Duke and that I’m waiting for USC’s decision and my financial aid packages to decide where to go. then i showed him that i got my cap and gown and he told me put put the cap on and he gave me hug, kiss my forehead and told me he was proud of me and that I’ve just got a little more to do. I left to my room and cried a little because I can’t remember the last time my dad told me he was proud of me. The true is that I’ve done all this because of him. The fact that he can’t read or write in either spanish or english and has gradually learned how to do this on his own, amazes me. My dad’s been the only person to support me through stuff since I was little. My mum gradually stopped caring over the years. My dad and I have gone through so much, like we used to go do this thing where we get soda cans and go put them in the recycling things at Supermarkets and other places and get money for that to use for our lunch or school stuff. Or we’d go sell metal to junk yards. I remember that when my parent fought, when i was in like 7th or 8th grade, my dad left to NY for a few weeks. Those were the worst weeks ever. I missed him so much. Yet when I was a sophomore my mum left for two months to NY and I could hardly remember she was gone. She never called and stuff. I feel so much more comfortable with my dad. He’s always been looking out for me. I’ve spent so much time with my dad that I feel so close to him.
just finished watching the last episode of Angel Beats. I was left with a pile of used tissues and countless feels that i can’t control. It was soo good but so short omggggg. If you havent watched it yet. DO IT LIKE NOWW !
I FUCKING KNEW FROM THE START IT WASN’T REGINA OMG OMG.
I SWEAR I HATE SEEING REGINA CRY & I WANT HENRY TO LOVE HER. I KNEW SHE WAS TRYING TO CHANGE BECAUSE SHE HAS HENRY & HE’S HER HOPE.
OMG I SWEAR THE FEELS
SEEING RUMPLESTILTSKIN AND BELLE TOGETHER OMGG I COULDN’T
I THOUGHT ARCHIE ACTUALLY DIED AND HE DIDN’T OMG YES ! :D
EMMA DID MAGIC OMG ! & HER FACE WHEN SHE WAS DOING IT & LOOKING AT THE DREAM CATCHER.
YOU GO PONGO !
HOOK IN THIS EPISODE WAS JUST THERE LOL
THE FEELS FOR NEXT WEEK THOUGH OMG I CAN’T EVEN. WE’RE GONNA KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO BAE AND THE RUMBELLE FEELS AND OMG I’M PROB GONNA CRY AGAIN OMGGG
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it was a nice conversation while it lasted. i haven’t had a nice conversation with you in a bit. that’s for leaving me hanging. feels like stuff changed after sunday. fml.
i’m pretty tired of finding a person i like & not having time to spend with them & then they totally hate me & don’t like me. it’s been the same way since i can remember. at this rate i’ll never have those cute things that end up lasting. i hate myself for being so busy but i’m so done with trying to make things work. i want it to come natural.
the fact that i was hoping to see Alesana in November & meeting all of them & especially Alex & i’m just crushed :/
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Finally watched Mulan 2 for the first time. omgggg my feels. The princesses with guys were so cute !
my feels when Shang let go of Mulan on that bridge:
i really did cry. but omg :D best sequel everrr ! <3
I finished reading Atlas Shrugged today. for some reason, i didn’t hate how it ended but i was left with a terribly empty feeling. why?
And I don’t want the world to see me, cause I don’t think that they’d understand. When everything’s meant to be broken, I just want you to know who I am. I’ve been listening to Iris by Goo goo Dolls & I feel like that part is so relevant to my life atm. Idk I just do. :/
oh & i love you my dear followers who deal with my fangirling & unstable emotions <3 you guys hold a special spot in my heart (: next to my feels <3
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a minute before 8:
when Emma was going to slay the dragon:
when she actually did:
when Mr. Gold is there suddenly:
when i found out he tied Regina up & tricked Emma:
when they get the calls from the hospital:
when the nurse says she’s sorry & they were too late:
when Jefferson goes to get Belle:
when Emma gives Henry a kiss on his forehead:
when the curse is broken, Henry comes back to life & everyone remembers:
when Snow & Charming kiss:
when Belle finds Mr.Gold:
When Belle says she remembers him:
when something unknown is unleashed by Mr. Gold:
Overall i loved it but now i’m in post season finale shock/depression:
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